Ungirthed angst

I was the kind of girl
That smiled a lot
But never said
Much,
Now I don't smile
And every word
From my mouth
Is a poisonous, little
Lie.

Each scar,
Slightly visible,
Told the story
Of how you were not there,
Of how you left my heart,
Left my soul,
To plunder through the dark abyss
Of mislead affection.

A song was sung
For every day that you
Grew further and further away,
Your distance pulling at my heart
Strings still connected,
You did deserve better,
But selfish ways never
Abandon their host,
As you did.