Acquiring confidence

Some may be professionals, others may not be, when it comes to confidence I'm utterly useless. I must learn how to grow myself some fortitude and determination and stare judgement in the face and tell it I don't care. I'm adamant to find myself someone, if only I just had some courage. Self-esteem and self- worth does not grow abundantly in this sunless bath of weeds, but it'll have to fester soon or else remain condemned for eternity.